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Sun Mar 25, 2007, 5:05 PM
Tomorrow starts a very intresting week for me.

First a friend of mine who was my judo teacher and become the friend that show me what is the meaning of this word, is coming to see me. What is so strange it that? We haven`t heard a word from each other for a 5 years. Yes yes the life is twisted. He just call me and sad : I saw your father yesterday he give me you number. Are you ok?

Today I have a phone call for another friend of mine from high school and he asked me what are you doing right now? I have some work there in Sofia and will be you guest for two days. "I`m starting an advertising agency next week" I sad. "So, do you need any help?" he asked without hesitation.

Tree days before that I was with another close friend who is working as financial analyzer and this kind of stuff, to talk with him for my plans.
He simply sad: What are you thinking of? You have the clients, have the knowhow and the skills, what are you doing? GO AND DO IT!

I must be the most fukin` richest man on this planet having such friends. The happiest one, and what I do? I`m sitting at my home, complaining how the world is such a mistake, wasting my time doing nothing...

How can they have this trust in me I have not?

The last 3 weeks I have lost my reason for living, for doing anything. Like a fish on the sun I was laying and waiting something to get me or the sun to kill me ...

I hope they will not only hug me but will kick me for being such an stupid ass.

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  • Mood: Zest
  • Listening to: The Classic Crime - Warrior Poet
  • Reading: my journal
  • Watching: 300
  • Playing: CIV 4
  • Eating: selfcooked potato soup-again
  • Drinking: vitamines

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~BlackSnoopy:iconBlackSnoopy: Mar 26, 2007, 2:49:50 AM
radvam se za teb :)
:beer:

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~Lerianna:iconLerianna: Mar 26, 2007, 9:34:42 AM
I know how you feel. This past week I have felt sad too and have been sitting around. Maybe we are both a stupid ass. :) But at least we are stupid asses together. :hug:

--
Breathe-in experience,
breathe-out poetry.
--Muriel Rukeyser
~SWETQ:iconSWETQ: Mar 26, 2007, 1:20:23 PM
{} its... its sound`s so sweet :)

yaah somethimes to be stupid is a blessing, the love is based on stupidity after all :)

I was wondering what kind of person you are? From your poetry and comments its look like you are too good to be true. Your words, your comments, it catches my attention beyond the limits of it. Its so bizarre...

Its my sound quite stupid but I really wish to know something more for you.

:floating: :hug:
~Lerianna:iconLerianna: Mar 27, 2007, 8:48:46 AM
Hmm, I am an introvert around people I don't know, shy. And I am an extrovert and very outgoing and happy and excited around friends. I love music. I am learning to speak Japanese. I don't think I'm pretty, and I love to eat, any foods. :) There is some info for you. :D

--
Breathe-in experience,
breathe-out poetry.
--Muriel Rukeyser
Mood: Love ~SWETQ:iconSWETQ: Mar 27, 2007, 1:55:17 PM
And something for me :

Hmm, I am an introvert around people I don't know, shy. And I am an extrovert and very outgoing and happy and excited around friends. I love music and strange art. I am learning to speak Japanese, but have no time so its just around watching the next episode of some anime. I don't think I'm pretty, and I love to eat, any foods and to coock. :) There is some info for you. :D
~Lerianna:iconLerianna: Mar 27, 2007, 3:30:54 PM
I like anime too. :)

--
Breathe-in experience,
breathe-out poetry.
--Muriel Rukeyser
~SWETQ:iconSWETQ: Mar 27, 2007, 3:47:43 PM
so there is not much differences between us :) as I was thinking :)
~Lerianna:iconLerianna: Mar 29, 2007, 5:41:28 PM
:)

--
Breathe-in experience,
breathe-out poetry.
--Muriel Rukeyser
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