A letter to my soul

You are traing to kill me.
I should kill you years ago.
You pretend you miss her love so badly
and love become the weapon you use so deadly.

To judge you somehow I dare.
To ask me Why and seek the truth, you don`t care.
You are stick to this illusion I once believe.
You are killing both of us, no one can leave.

I beat you once, maybe twice.
This time you win too much.
Shadows grow inside me
and pointless pain is all that reach me.

All that is left from this Love illusion
is
tears
tears
tears

Taking out of me all
the
fears
fears
fears

It`s time to finish it all, my Soul
Despite you, body always die,
so let me cry untill I die.
Or try to summon her tonight...